{"title":"i'm not eating rice anymore by vivian.","scene_count":1,"start_scene":{"x":0,"y":0},"cartridge":{"x":-1,"y":-1,"active":true,"color":"#000000","textoverlay":"","effect":"","effects":"","title":"","caption":"","object_count":0,"objects":[]},"audio":null,"audio_loop":true,"font":"default","s":[{"x":0,"y":0,"active":true,"color":"#d4d4d4","textoverlay":"\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\nI've decided to give up rice.","effect":"scanlines","effects":"backdrop-filter: none; filter: none; box-shadow: none; background: url(\"https://engine.lol/alpha/assets/effects/scanlines.gif\") 0% 0% / cover repeat; mix-blend-mode: multiply; opacity: 0.8;","title":"Scene","caption":"","object_count":-1,"objects":[]},{"x":0,"y":1,"active":true,"color":"#d4d4d4","textoverlay":"Growing up, rice was always paired with something else—soup, chicken, or even more rice.\n\nMy blue ceramic bowl held a strict rule: finish every grain of rice, or risk a pimple for each left behind.","effect":"scanlines","effects":"backdrop-filter: none; 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It was her way of showing love.\n","effect":"flowerpetals","effects":"backdrop-filter: none; filter: none; box-shadow: none; background: url(\"https://engine.lol/alpha/assets/effects/flowerpetals.gif\") 0% 0% / cover; mix-blend-mode: multiply; opacity: 0.8;","title":"Scene","caption":"","object_count":0,"objects":[]},{"x":2,"y":2,"active":true,"color":"#97b6c8","textoverlay":"\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n I'm sorry, mum.","effect":"scanlines","effects":"backdrop-filter: none; filter: none; box-shadow: none; background: url(\"https://engine.lol/alpha/assets/effects/scanlines.gif\") 0% 0% / cover repeat; mix-blend-mode: multiply; opacity: 0.8;","title":"Scene","caption":"","object_count":-1,"objects":[{"x":135,"y":80,"img":"https://engine.lol/alpha/assets/image/environment/moon-3.gif","filter":"invert(0)","flip":"none","size":"250px"}]},{"x":2,"y":3,"active":true,"color":"#ffffff","textoverlay":"\n\n\n\n\n\n\"Never listen to what they say anak. Be proud of where you come from.\"\n\nIt's who you are.","effect":"flowerpetals","effects":"backdrop-filter: none; filter: none; box-shadow: none; background: url(\"https://engine.lol/alpha/assets/effects/flowerpetals.gif\") 0% 0% / cover; mix-blend-mode: multiply; opacity: 0.8;","title":"Scene","caption":"","object_count":0,"objects":[]},{"x":2,"y":4,"active":true,"color":"#ffffff","textoverlay":"\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\"Sorry, Yanyan. I'll make sure you have better next time.\"","effect":"flowerpetals","effects":"backdrop-filter: none; filter: none; box-shadow: none; background: url(\"https://engine.lol/alpha/assets/effects/flowerpetals.gif\") 0% 0% / cover; mix-blend-mode: multiply; opacity: 0.8;","title":"Scene","caption":"","object_count":0,"objects":[]},{"x":3,"y":0,"active":true,"color":"#502121","textoverlay":"\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\nAnd now that I'm 19, I still get anxious around my family. \n\nNever understanding either side.\n\nBut it's my fault I never learnt.","effect":"hardredshadow","effects":"backdrop-filter: none; filter: none; box-shadow: red 0px 0px 200px inset, red 0px 0px 400px inset; background: none 0% 0% / cover; mix-blend-mode: multiply; opacity: 0.8;","title":"Scene","caption":"","object_count":0,"objects":[{"x":335,"y":40,"img":"https://engine.lol/alpha/assets/image/environment/flower-1.gif","filter":"none","flip":"none","size":"128px"}]},{"x":3,"y":1,"active":true,"color":"#502121","textoverlay":"\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\nNow that I'm 19 and come home late from work, she asks me\n\n\"Have you eaten yet?\"","effect":"hardredshadow","effects":"backdrop-filter: none; filter: none; box-shadow: red 0px 0px 200px inset, red 0px 0px 400px inset; background: none 0% 0% / cover; mix-blend-mode: multiply; opacity: 0.8;","title":"Scene","caption":"","object_count":1,"objects":[{"x":295,"y":0,"img":"https://engine.lol/alpha/assets/image/environment/moon-3.gif","filter":"none","flip":"none","size":"200px"}]},{"x":3,"y":2,"active":true,"color":"#502121","textoverlay":"\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\nNow, at 19, my parents have returned to the Philippines, leaving me behind with looming assignments and work.\n\nI don't know how to cook rice.","effect":"hardredshadow","effects":"backdrop-filter: none; filter: none; box-shadow: red 0px 0px 200px inset, red 0px 0px 400px inset; background: none 0% 0% / cover; mix-blend-mode: multiply; opacity: 0.8;","title":"Scene","caption":"","object_count":1,"objects":[{"x":135,"y":40,"img":"https://engine.lol/alpha/assets/image/everything/coin.gif","filter":"none","flip":"none","size":"250px"}]},{"x":3,"y":3,"active":true,"color":"#502121","textoverlay":"\n\n\n\n\n\n\nNow I'm almost 20 and I don't know how to speak her language.","effect":"hardredshadow","effects":"backdrop-filter: none; filter: none; box-shadow: red 0px 0px 200px inset, red 0px 0px 400px inset; background: none 0% 0% / cover; mix-blend-mode: multiply; opacity: 0.8;","title":"Scene","caption":"","object_count":0,"objects":[]},{"x":3,"y":4,"active":true,"color":"#64337a","textoverlay":"\n\n\n\nAt 19, my friends all swear by rice, saying they can't live without it.\n\nI pretend I'm the same, but sometimes, I'd rather go hungry than touch a grain.\n\nAnd when I do eat it, it's like a floodgate of tears I can't hold back.","effect":"scanlines","effects":"backdrop-filter: none; filter: none; box-shadow: none; background: url(\"https://engine.lol/alpha/assets/effects/scanlines.gif\") 0% 0% / cover repeat; mix-blend-mode: multiply; opacity: 0.8;","title":"Scene","caption":"","object_count":-1,"objects":[]},{"x":4,"y":0,"active":true,"color":"#2f3265","textoverlay":"\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\nDid I ever try to get to know you?","effect":"flowerpetals","effects":"backdrop-filter: none; filter: none; box-shadow: none; background: url(\"https://engine.lol/alpha/assets/effects/flowerpetals.gif\") 0% 0% / cover; mix-blend-mode: multiply; opacity: 0.8;","title":"Scene","caption":"","object_count":0,"objects":[]},{"x":4,"y":1,"active":true,"color":"#344d23","textoverlay":"\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\nWhy do I feel so far away from you?","effect":"flowerpetals","effects":"backdrop-filter: none; filter: none; box-shadow: none; background: url(\"https://engine.lol/alpha/assets/effects/flowerpetals.gif\") 0% 0% / cover; mix-blend-mode: multiply; opacity: 0.8;","title":"Scene","caption":"","object_count":0,"objects":[]},{"x":4,"y":2,"active":true,"color":"#581d0e","textoverlay":"\n\n\n\n\n\nPlease, come back soon. There's so much I want to share.\n\nI promise to savor every grain, always.","effect":"flowerpetals","effects":"backdrop-filter: none; filter: none; box-shadow: none; background: url(\"https://engine.lol/alpha/assets/effects/flowerpetals.gif\") 0% 0% / cover; mix-blend-mode: multiply; opacity: 0.8;","title":"Scene","caption":"","object_count":0,"objects":[]},{"x":4,"y":3,"active":true,"color":"#521d59","textoverlay":"\n\n\n\n\nMom, when will my youth stop being the barrier that keeps me from truly understanding you?\n\nWhen will we finally speak the same language?","effect":"flowerpetals","effects":"backdrop-filter: none; filter: none; box-shadow: none; background: url(\"https://engine.lol/alpha/assets/effects/flowerpetals.gif\") 0% 0% / cover; mix-blend-mode: multiply; opacity: 0.8;","title":"Scene","caption":"","object_count":0,"objects":[]},{"x":4,"y":4,"active":true,"color":"#8e4e06","textoverlay":"\n\n\n\n\n\nRice reminds me of everything I'm not.\n\nI'm not eating rice anymore.","effect":"flowerpetals","effects":"backdrop-filter: none; filter: none; box-shadow: none; background: url(\"https://engine.lol/alpha/assets/effects/flowerpetals.gif\") 0% 0% / cover; mix-blend-mode: multiply; opacity: 0.8;","title":"Scene","caption":"","object_count":0,"objects":[]}]}